to keep it short...
It happened 15 months ago... My girl and I was still studying in college. She went to a different school so medyo hirap kami magkita. The best we can do is once a week. More than a month pa lang kami nung time na yun... After an exhausting day of thesis defenses, I decided to visit her sa dorm nila (medyo malayo, sa GMA Cavite pa kasi). Anyway, she welcomed me like she always do pag bumibisita ako sa kanya. That night, may inamin siya saken nung kami na lang sa dorm nila... she admitted that she cheated on me with her clinical instructor on one of their barkada inuman... (damn! ang sakit!)

After that night, pinatawad ko naman siya kahit masakit para saken, mahal ko eh... I never cheated on her eventhough that incident gave me the license to cheat on her...
Kapag naalala ko yung ginawa nya, di ko maiwasang magalit...

Lalo na pag naalala ko yung dinahilan nya saken kung bakit nya nagawa yun... "Andun na kasi eh... crush ko siya... sayang naman... tsaka kilala mo naman kami ni
friend's name, basta masaya, ok lang kahit masaktan sa huli". Apparently, yun yata yung motto or philosophy nilang magbestfriend. (sino ba naman ang di magagalit pag yun ang dahilan sayo?)

Baka naman sabihin nyo eh one-sided yung kwento, I know i did some bad things too... But I swear, I never, not even once, cheated on her... siguro yung pagiging jerk lang ng mga lalaki yung kasalanan ko... aminado naman ako eh...
We always kiss and make up after every fight... sa tagal ba naman namin eh alam nyo na meaning nun. madami kami nabuong pangarap... mga plano...
Mahal ko talaga girlfriend ko... kaya nga hanggang ngayon, kami pa... pero lately... things have been very confusing... we hardly talked for 2-3 days... laging may away kung magkausap nga kami... almosr 2 weeks na kami hindi nagkikita... di ko alam kung masaya pa kami sa isa't-isa... para kasing di na kaya ng kiss and make up toh eh... di ko na rin maintindihan nararamdaman ko...
Dumating na nga ba kami sa moment na "Love just ain't enough..."?
I don't know kung meron nang ganitong thread... I just need some advice... sana may mabait na sumagot saken... share sana kayo ng experiences nyo...